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emo. ignore if you wish. [Saturday April 7th, 2007 at 2:53am] I think like once every couple months I go through a completely weird state of mind. Like I get these feelings where I am really depressed, well not depressed just like... i dont know, its hard to describe. It's almost like unloved, but I know I'm not unloved so it's not that completely... Whatever.. But with this state of mind I get really paranoid that my friends don't want to hang out with me, and they all like each other more than me, and they talk about me behind my back and shit. Like I really don't think that my friends do this, but I start to think about that and it just freaks me out to the point where I get all emo.. I don't know why the fuck I do this!! It's really annoying. It will probably go away soon, but it has been just like plaguing me and my actions lately. It kinda reminds me of how I felt when Joey and Uma were all OMG and I was like pushed to the background, and I felt really blah. It's not like that now, but i guess thats a way that I can describe it... I don't know... Just letting some people (who actually still read LJ) that if I seem anti-social don't worry about it. I'm probably just being paranoid... But it's not that big of a deal, i'll get over it... P.S. Santi (New TAI) is good. Different.. but good.. Falling Apart (3) To Songs About Hips and Hearts

rarar. [Monday March 12th, 2007 at 10:48pm] TAI TV is back. I'm excited. It's been a while and it's good to see they havent changed... awww im so excited for new stuff, and new tours, and new videos. I guess it's time i change my icon because I can keep denying it but I have to come to terms with the fact that Tom is no longer in the band... The new guy seems cool though. hahha im such a loser, I think im gonna go sew my grease shirt and make it fit better.. bitchez and hoez Falling Apart (1) To Songs About Hips and Hearts

Why are all my entries about music?? [Tuesday February 6th, 2007 at 3:54pm] [ music | Infinity On High ] I just got the new Fall Out Boy cd. As corny as it sounds, it brings tears to my eyes. They have grown so much.. And it's like.. There's been so much anticipation, and now it's here. I must say I love it. Last night another new The Academy Is... song was released. I like it. It's a lot different, but i like it. I think this album is gonna be awesome... It's a little disappointing that it's different, but I didn't expect them to stay the same. And I like to hear how William's voice has matured. He is great. I got my lap top to work, it's awesome. I'm working on getting all my music on it now, because... well i feel like it. lol. Falling Apart (0) To Songs About Hips and Hearts

OMG [Wednesday January 3rd, 2007 at 11:35pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Carpal Tunnel of Love ] so yeah, I should be taking a shower right now, but you know, isuck@life.com/emilyford... Anyway. I was just listening to the newest Fall Out Boy song (Carpal Tunnel of Love) and got really excited for the new album. People might bash on Fall Out Boy all the time, and call them sellouts. And lord knows its everyone in the universe's job to make fun of Pete Wentz, Hell even i do it too. But you have to admit that Patrick's voice is fucking orgasmic. I just wanna lump my panties everytime i hear it. Especially the new stuff, he's obviously worked on it a lot.. and its amazing. Not only that, the lyrics in Carpal Tunnel of Love, are amazing, so as much of a weirdo that Pete is, he has talent somewhere in his little emo body. And I still love him for that, and his ongoing want for his band to do whatever they can for the fans.. I'm so pissed i cant go to their concert at the electric factory, im kind of thinking of paying the 65 dollars for a ticket, but i think thats going a little too far. So yeah, I'm excited for February 6, and I'm hoping for big things, I better not be disappointed.. Second, new The Academy Is... cd March 13, I'm so excited I can barely contain myself. New CD means touring again.. I think they are touring after the release, wouldnt it be amazing if they toured with Gym Class Heroes again or something? OMG i would totally have a lump fest. jk. not really. Yeah, TAI... makes me happy whenever, and the lack of Tom is going to be really depressing, but I'm hoping the new album will still be good without his smiley face onstage. Okay, this is when i realize that I have a problem, and need to 1) get over TAI... I mean they are amazing, but i think i'm going a little nuts. 2) accept that Tom is gone, and go on with my life.. and 3) find what little life i have to get on with... lol. Third, Gym Class Heroes are coming to the Troc and I HAVE TO GO! like seriously... its a must. I missed them the last time they were here, and I want to see them... really bad. so yeah February 25... i think. Who's there? If anyone even reads this shit... So thats my music life. I need to shower now, im really gross. Musical starts Saturday, I'm excited and dreading my lack of sleeping in on saturdays until April.. UGH! Oh yeah, and I really need to work on my Drexel application. I want to go to a concert to get pictures for it. Anyone know of anything coming up, Once again, if anyone even reads this. Well I'm out for real to take a shower. I love you. Falling Apart (2) To Songs About Hips and Hearts

rarararar [Wednesday December 6th, 2006 at 12:04am] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | Fall Out Boy ] ever been in one of those moods where every word to every song seems like its about you? or when every secret on ljsecret seems totally relatable?? yeah thats me these past few days. Falling Apart (1) To Songs About Hips and Hearts

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